I've been in a bit of a funk lately. Have felt a little blah and unmotivated and haven't felt like blogging--at all. I'm sure there are several possible reasons for this, one of which is that it has been raining a lot off and on and we've even been under a few tornado warnings. (In fact, one morning I was awoken at 6 a.m. to the sirens going off after I had been up late the night before finishing a novel.)
Last Saturday, it was actually sunny so I bribed Miles to go for a walk with me despite the chilly temperature and wind outside. I thought that being out in the sunshine might help with my funk. Yes, I admit I bribed him with, "we can even go walk up to the gas station and get some candy," because he was enveloped with his computer and cars play at the time. As we were walking along, holding hands, talking and enjoying our time together, out of the blue Miles said, "Mommy, I love you!" Oh, my heart swooned. Note to self: Must do this more often.
Here's what I know about being in a funk:
Sometimes you will be in a funk.
Even if you are a professor or a counselor or even a play therapist.
Even if you are a creative type.
It just means you gotta be extra kind to yourself.
It means you gotta make sure you get enough sleep.
It means you gotta do some of the little things that make you happy.
It means you gotta be patient with yourself.
It means you gotta work extra hard to do the stuff that must be done and forget the rest for awhile.
It means you are imperfect.
It doesn't mean you're crazy.
It doesn't mean you still can't be helpful to others.
It doesn't mean it's gonna last a very long time.
It just means you are normal.